Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Anger

I'm angry today. 

I hate my life.  I hate my husband.  I hate the army.  I hate whoever decided this stupid project was a good idea and whoever decided my husband was a good fit for this project. He's not.  He doesn't have any background in this subject.  I can't be alone.  Why do we have to put our life on hold for something so fucking stupid?  I hate that I don't trust myself to make it through this year.

I'm completely pissed off.

It's not fair.

I'm eating a Snickers.  A KING sized Snickers.

1 comment:

  1. I can't imagine how hard a deployment must be on both the husband and the wife. I think it's great you are seeing a therapist, being able to talk about your feelings without judgement is great. I hope you enjoy your weekend with your husband. Hang in there.

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